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I want to ask the tea leaves
dredged in my cup. Little ocean
rolling over my tongue, each dreg
another taboo against begging
for another night of you:

Dark hair arranged fan-tail
against green cotton; each eye
a walnut marble seeking me,
scanning my deepest depths,
finding me worthy only for a week.
The moonlight pricked our fingers,
our hands clasped so tight:
in the morning I felt arthritic
as I untangled our young bones.

But what could I query to the tea?
I know the fire has died down
inside your coal-stove heart;
all that's left is hardwood
and the ash of my kisses
smudged against your cheeks.
The answers are not there
in the porcelain.
They are plain on your face.

I swallow the bitter washes
of the end of the cup,
and call for something stronger.
Something so fresh
in being the way nature made you;
a younger, shier me would have repulsed
this heavy body, the soft folds of flesh,
skin curling around the pubis,
completely uncontained.

Boyfriends and girlfriends have faded,
but I remain, not unscarred,
though unconquered, a chariot of bone,
brittle but bending - firm but folding -
variegated marks showing where I have grown.

I am a legion of one,
legend of solace, held in esteem by myself.
Show me those who have learned accept,
and I tell you - that is a warrior.
Of A Mirror
Song of myself.
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How, in the bloom of youth,
she sewed flowers in my hair;
I tasted wild garlic on her tongue
and was repulsed.
Flinging her jewels to the dust.
Her body wracked with sobbing.

How, in another's eyes,
she might be beautiful!
The shivering lips drawn tight
for a kiss - the scent of sea
and salt in her hair.
A mind unceasing;
bleeding, loyal heart.

To me she rings empty.
There are delights
darker than bedclothes,
more pressing caresses
than the stroke of a lover.

Dusk corrupts my body.
I have drunk the brack-water,
the river of regrets,
and paid the ferryman my tithe:
the ring bugling our union.
So many sorries unsaid.
I sink to be forgotten.
The Miserly Lover
Inspired by an ex.
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Dog licking a hole in his side.
He does it every autumn.
Tenderly he scrapes away fur
and meat from his own hide,
leaving pale flesh scabbing,
freckles exposed to the sun.

Kennel becomes a self-tannery.
No amount of spray or unguent
stops the tongue from rasping,
nervous mutilation in the face
of endless winter snows.
Brown eyes seeking something in me
that I do not know of myself.

I am no healer.
Wounds come and close without my bidding.
There is a spell in the dark night that calls us close.
October leads us all to remember mortality,
to dig graves and pray before our flesh yet dies.
The Dark and the Dog
My dog licks himself raw each autumn.
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A sparrow felled by a spider;
spun stunned into a silk captive,
oak-bodied wings wrestling, then still.

The stickleg matron observes her prize,
(weighty body like a pendant of the web).
I see the abacus clicking in her eyes,
teeth poised for combat,
death professor considering a final grade.

A single feather like a flower on the floor;
sunbeams strike a beak forever closed.
Black beads alight on the heaven-bound body,
sipping the fine wine, the blood of the bird.
Unktomi
'Unktomi' is the Sioux word for spider. Sometimes also spelled Iktomi, Inktomi, or Iktome.
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I am a transgender, disabled, published author of two poetry compilations. My work has been featured in several compilations and specialty publications as well as student newspapers and other outlets.

Currently I attend University of Illinois-Chicago, majoring in British Literature and minoring in Classics and Gender and Women's Studies. I intend to pursue a graduate degree in Conflict Studies, with the hopes of becoming a professor and consultant aiming to eradicate sexual violence against women and the disabled and understanding sexual violence and the dynamics of disability throughout history. I work at two nonprofits, the Better Business Bureau and Porchlight Counseling Services, a nonprofit which provides free counseling to individuals who have been sexually assaulted during college. In my free time I kayak, care for my two ferrets and guinea pig, read nonfiction focusing on anthropology and criminology, and learn more about any topic that strikes my fancy. I hope to move to Scotland upon completion of my undergraduate degree and am seeking a Fulbright to continue my research.

Professionally, academically, and personally, I conduct and pursue research related to disability, sexual violence, gender, spirituality, and interdisciplinary methods of understanding the links between these subjects. Those who are interested in these avenues of study are free to contact me at cameron.sidhe@gmail.com.
Slowly but surely I'm edging my way along the corridor of life. Things are moving along in strange jumps and starts. My future is secure but lacking, and I'm slightly afraid. I'm working on a Fulbright proposal but don't have an affiliate. Anyone who has any idea of a professional in Scotland who would be interested in a project exploring disability, gender, and spirituality in prehistoric Scotland should definitely contact me.

Other than that, life is plodding along. School starts in one day less than a month and I have a great deal to do to prepare. My ex-boyfriend is being gun-shy about seeing me, and that relationship is petering out. I expect that within the month we will have stopped talking completely. This is disappointing. Other than that, I am horribly bored at my main job and terribly energized about my second one, and slightly embarrassed about the amount of money I'm making there. Things are moving. Just not as I had intended.

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